Jun 22 2009

Ponderings: The Veil, The War, The Change

Personally, I am going to be doing many tarot readings on these subjects and posting them on the True Self Forums for future reference and comparison to what actually happens. Partially out of pure curiosity, partially out of boredom. Members of the forum of course, as well as anyone who comments here may feel tree to submit questions for me to as The Cards regarding these three subjects, and you can find the thread at “The Veil, The War, The Change; My Tarot Readings” in our “Incarnate Theories & Prophecies” section.

The Veil (Gates)

Sometimes I See “The Veil” as gates when I try to See them, or travel to them astrally. Sometimes it is like a fabric with holes in it, those holes being the “Spiritual Vortexes” you often hear paranormal investigators and enthusiasts speak of in various shows and books.

I think most often I see it like a fabric that separates the planes, with gaping tears in it. Those tears being the areas where we seem to have increased paranormal activity, such as “Hauntings”, energy vortexes, healing <whatever> and so on. The various odd things that are noticeably different in some way that is paranormal to our society. I’ll make a list of the paranormal things I meant, when I can remember whatever the hell it was I was going to say. Blast it for being early morning!

The War

I have few opinions on The War, so I’ll cover them here, andĀ I will order them from most prominent to less prominent.

1. I believe war is going on right now on the metaphysical plane. My senses often pick up on bloodshed nearby, lately its been increased by a startling amount; I pick up on battle nearly every day. Not only near my house or on my property, but also in surrounding areas, some of which are a 30min or more drive away from home.

Some of the most extreme things are instances such as my house getting rocked by explosions, which I audibly hear. Sometimes my parents notice it, sometimes they don’t, but one thing is for sure, and that is that there is always the noise before the physical shaking, which makes it much different than earthquakes (or at least the earthquakes I’m used to from the West Coast).

Sometimes I hear the roar of battle, even see phantom figures (humanoid and otherwise) clashing. Its incredibly vivid, although also clearly displaced from this plane, appearing only as “ghosts” – that is to say, translucent apparitions.

Sometimes I can smell the blood, the smoke, feel the heat of fires, or the cold of ice & water “magicks” if they’re being used.

My Belief including the above TL;DR wall of text, is that the on-going war will spill onto this plane when our plane and theirs merge.

In addition, I feel that we’re going to break out into war here soon (normal human war), most likely due to the situation with North Korea. They’ve been saying they are weaponizing their plutonium, that they do not respect the treaties and whatnot they have with the United States, and that on Independence Day they are launching a missile “towards” Hawaii.

Not only that, but their current leader seems like a total lunatic, and has threatened to invade South Korea. Since we(USA) are Allied with South Korea, that poses several problems.

First of all, we have military personnel stationed in South Korea. Second of all, being Allied with South Korea means that we are meant to help them defend themselves. If I remember right, North Korea has said something along the lines of “you better not get involved” so that poses even more issues.

I wouldn’t be in the least bit surprised if this nonsense breaks us out into WWIII.

The reason I think it will be a combination of the North Korea situation and the planes merging is pretty simple (I think);

-A lot of dreams, premonitions, readings and so on from not only myself, but others has shown the following possibilities;

A. Humans versus Non-humans
B. Humans & Non-humans versus Humans & Non-humans
C. Humans & Non-humans versus the fucked up creatures* I’ve seen being fought against on the metaphysical plane.

*The “fucked up creatures” I refer to are…odd. I really don’t have a name for what they are, I just know that they are a force fighting against the majority of the world (on the metaphysical plane). The “faction” if you want to call it that, is governed by these really grotesque creatures, and they seem to follow the “quantity over quality” path. It seems they use unfair and dirty means to sway beings over to their side, and some speculate that perhaps these beings are the reason some ‘kin/Incarnates have had sudden change of hearts in their own belief systems (sudden as in a day or less).

These creatures are… uglier than demons, and I hope that says a lot since I’ve seen some pretty damn ugly demons in my past, when I often strolled about in what I guess humans here would call “hell”. These creatures seem highly intelligent in many ways, and are also disturbingly cruel. They seem to have some mastery of “magick” or some other form of power or ability, though it isn’t really anything I can identify. It seems to be Arts of Persuasion as well as Arts of Destruction.

2. “The War” is an upcoming, normal, human war started because of North Korea, and the reason we See inhumans participating is simply the astral poking its head in due to the fact these are dreams/premonitions. I think it is perfectly reasonable to believe that possibly things became mixed up, due to how the astral plane likes to poke its head into things.

The Change

I pretty much have one belief on this matter, but it encompasses multiple things.

Now, first off I will mention what I see being common belief amongst the Otherkin community as a whole;

—”The Change” = physical transformation into what we “were”, or what our Soul Identity is.

My belief is the following;

I believe that The Change is not only the reacquisition of our original selves, but the re-merging of this plane with the metaphysical, and any other planes that may have once also been one with the “physical” plane. Right now, it seems that we believe this is the physical plane, and those who are on what we call the “metaphysical plane” believeĀ their plane is the physical plane. Both are technically true in this current state, because both are physical to their respective inhabitants.

Personally I think they are two parts of a broken whole. I remember, personally, a time where both planes were one, and I vaguely remember the circumstances in which they were split(I will elaborate if asked; I don’t wanna turn this into a wall of text off the bat).

“Two parts of a broken whole?” Meaning that they were once together, happily merged but circumstances caused the planes to be separated, whilst people can randomly incarnate into either one. Why? ’cause while a floaty soul, both planes are fair game – both are valid as physical planes, it isn’t until an individual is incarnated in one of them that one appears as a “ghost” plane.

I believe that “The Veil” is what currently separates the planes from each other, and the tears in it are the areas of heightened paranormal activity, in which we are witnessing not ghosts, but the goings-on of our sister plane.

I believe that circumstances will lead to The Veil “falling” or being removed, maybe even incinerated, and that the removal of it will allow our planes to be drawn back together, restoring the Balance (which I feel to be severely out of whack right now), as well “fixing” the “Laws of the Universe”.

I also think that at minimum we will be given a choice of whether to stay human, or become ourselves again. I still can’t fully wrap my head around the “how do we turn from human into X?” question, although I recall how I personally changed in past lives when the planes weren’t split off. It wasn’t pleasant. Just about as pleasant as lighting yourself on fire, getting put out, rubbed down with salt and alcohol, then being lit on fire again would be. I can’t put the utter agony into words, but I can say this; every time I recall it in dream or meditation, it makes me scream bloody murder.

I am unsure if we will be able to turn from human to X at will, though obviously it would be nice. Maybe it depends on the “what” of what we are, like perhaps those of us who have at least some kind of humanoid form would have an easier time with it. Or maybe it’ll be through some kind of ritual, or maybe some higher creature will give us a choice; I don’t know, but I find it endlessly fascinating. I could probably spend all day thinking about all this and not get bored.

-Ijelle


Jun 17 2009

True Self Articles!

As of June 02, 2009 True Self is accepting articles from its forum’s members, and posting them on the main site! Articles can cover Incarnate, Magick, Ability, Paranormal, and other such related topics! All articles are written by True Self members, and posted with their permission by myself, Ijelle. :3

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Feb 10 2009

Hello world!

Welcome to the True Self blog! :D Soon, this blog should be relatively active with all sorts of goodies about Incarnates and similar topics, so keep an eye out!